To be honest, I was upset and needed to distract myself n blogging seemed like a good idea :)
I kinda had dis stuppid fight with my bestfriend...since the beginning of dis year, things haven't exactly been alright..Last year we were like the perfect inseperables bestieez..we used to have heapzz of fun together..It was a perfect year and the end was even sweeter cuz we both got the resultz we wanted in our final examxx...but then things CHANGED...in the six-month vacation which followed the acadamic year, we hardly saw each other and when school started, she got new friends...It would've been nice to have more friends to hang out with but the pple she started hanging out wid weren't exactly my type of friends..so I started hanging out with my next bestfriend...the new year brought new problems and new complications to life..for onething, studies was a lot harder and it became difficult to deal with everything together..I was struggling and expected my bestfriend to atleast stand for me at dat time...unfortunately she was too busy to even notice. When I'm moody they all ignore me and go ahead with their fun..I also kept my distance and moved on with my life...the new label I got for doing this was "SELFISH"...I tried being nice but none of my attempts seemed to work, the more I tried the more detached I felt from the rest of the class..to be honest, sometimes I found their sense of humor as real NONESENSE & being a person whu can't hide wot I feel, I alwayz tell them my honest opinion. Some of them of courze didn't like it and thought I was a critic..
After a terrible 6 month semester the only guud thing is dat I've managed to maintain my grades well...and yet, I feel dis strange feeling of detachement from every1..Yes, I still have a bright side to my life..I've got the kewlest family and so few friends whu likes me for wot I am...and yet, I feel I dun't belong sumwhere...*hating the way I'm feeling and hating LIFE*
