Incomplete..

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you, within me I can find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incompleteVoices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
but You still wonder if we made a big mistake
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incompleteBridge:
I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go..........
Chorus:
I've try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you what I'm going to be is, incomplete...
Incomplete....

Expecting sumthyn different ^^

While writing this post, I feel a strong feeling of relief..I guess it relates to the events of the morning..We got our 1st semester resultz atlast and well, it had been fairly good..ATleast I did well in most subjectzz..I knew I had messed up in my Buizness paper and it clearly reflected in the resultzz as I just got a pass mark @ 60 from Buizness..from everything else I managed above 70 with an A* in Accounts..guess it isn't as bad as it cud've been..So basically, dis has brought a new ray of hope and will to study even harder next sem..Starting from next week, um gonna start prepearing for the Jan exam and hopefully, I cud do better than the current resultzz then :) Good Luck to me wid dat!!
Well, I think I mentioned the strange feeling of detachment I've been feeling lately, in my previous post...I still feel somewot like dat at times but trying my level best to cope wid itt..so far thingzz r going greaat..um trying my best to b nice wid my classmates and they dun't exactly seem to b having any hardfeelingz over the last stuupid fight we had...hope thingzz stay the same alwayzz....Meantime, um gonna go back to reading VD...will write again soon...:)

Standing apart...

Well, it's been ages since I posted on my blog but felt like writing after a long time today.
To be honest, I was upset and needed to distract myself n blogging seemed like a good idea :)
I kinda had dis stuppid fight with my bestfriend...since the beginning of dis year, things haven't exactly been alright..Last year we were like the perfect inseperables bestieez..we used to have heapzz of fun together..It was a perfect year and the end was even sweeter cuz we both got the resultz we wanted in our final examxx...but then things CHANGED...in the six-month vacation which followed the acadamic year, we hardly saw each other and when school started, she got new friends...It would've been nice to have more friends to hang out with but the pple she started hanging out wid weren't exactly my type of friends..so I started hanging out with my next bestfriend...the new year brought new problems and new complications to life..for onething, studies was a lot harder and it became difficult to deal with everything together..I was struggling and expected my bestfriend to atleast stand for me at dat time...unfortunately she was too busy to even notice. When I'm moody they all ignore me and go ahead with their fun..I also kept my distance and moved on with my life...the new label I got for doing this was "SELFISH"...I tried being nice but none of my attempts seemed to work, the more I tried the more detached I felt from the rest of the class..to be honest, sometimes I found their sense of humor as real NONESENSE &  being a person whu can't hide wot I feel, I alwayz tell them my honest opinion. Some of them of courze didn't like it and thought I was a critic..
After a terrible 6 month semester the only guud thing is dat I've managed to maintain my grades well...and yet, I feel dis strange feeling of detachement from every1..Yes, I still have a bright side to my life..I've got the kewlest family and so few friends whu likes me for wot I am...and yet, I feel I dun't belong sumwhere...*hating the way I'm feeling and hating LIFE*

Another DAshing VAmpire Story.."Interview With the Vampire"

I haven't read dis one yet but itz supposed to b todalli different from Stephanie Meyer's version of "modern vamps"..Dis one portrays the reality of vampires..N well, the movie is supposed to be todalli awesum, starring Tom Cruise & Brad Pitt..Really looking forward to watch it. Meanwhile, hope u also enjoy it :)
http://www.bambinidisatana.com/vampiri/InterviewWithTheVampire.pdf

FOr all the VD fans :)

FOr all my friendz whu luv Vampire Diaries as much as I do, here goes the link to the Ebook :)
N yeah, I found the movie much better than the story!
 http://www.wattpad.com/485474-the_awakening-v-a-m-p-i-r-e-d-i-a-r-i-e-s-book-1
http://www.wattpad.com/485484-the_struggle-v-a-m-p-i-r-e-d-i-a-r-i-e-s-book-2
http://www.wattpad.com/485420-the_fury-the-v-a-m-p-i-r-e-d-i-a-r-i-e-s-book-3

http://www.wattpad.com/485435-dark_reunion-the-v-a-m-p-i-r-e-d-i-a-r-i-e-s-book

Hope u enjoy the story <3

 

EAch picture tells a story..:-)

THese pictures may look pretty normal for a person going through them, but for me each one of them are filled with beautiful memories which I wanna treasure forever...

My belief is that there is a lot to life than the regular stuff we come across..THere is a colorful and amazing world out there  just waiting to be explored by us! I alwayz try to find out more about that world, n through these little photography ventures and travels, I learn a lot more about nature, itz colors and learn to appreciate it :)

Welcome to My Blog :-)

Hellow friendzz…Since dis is my 1st post, let me give brief introduction about myself. :)



Um Nha, a girl whu luvs her life and always try her best to be the best daughter t my parents, the perfect sister for my sis nd the best friend for my friendz..IN my life the most important people are my parents and my lil sis..my sis is the cutest lil girl in my world and though we both fight like Tom and Jerry at times, I know that I can’t live a single minute away from her, shez the 1st priority in my life and her smile is like the sunshine of everyday: Something I alwyz luk forward to see and always brings me gud luck…


And well, I guess there isn’t much to be told. Though my friends describe me as a pretty complicated human being, I personally dun’t agree wit it..Yes, I am different..But to those whu call it weird, maybe they shud luk at it from another angle. Just cuz I dun’t believe in certain typical girly theories does not mean that I am weird. My thinking and views are just… a lil bit different, and I prefer to call it unique ^_^


Taking a look at my likes and dislikes, I love music..Itz another thing I can’t live without…When um happy, angry, upset or ever bored I listen to music…Currently my favorites are Sheryl Crow and Hinder, but well…my taste in music is sumthyn ever-changing: like the weather (A)..My next favorite thing is reading novels..Though I’m not much into fiction, I luv stories with a lot of controversies like legal issues, politics, crimes, MAFIA stuff etc..I guess it’s waaaay better than those Mills n Boons in which more or less the same thing happens, just the name of the characters and the situations differ slightly. But yes, there is one kinda fiction I luv more thn nything else : Vampire fiction. Yeah yeah, I know that vampires don’t exist in this world, but I guess no1 wud blame me for secretly wishing that people like Damon Salvatore and Edward Cullen really exist!! Initially the idea of blood drinking creatures who hunt on humans and only came out at night sounded totally weird to me. When Twilight was out I wasn’t the least bit interested to read it, n yet soon enough Twilight was the talk of the school. Edward Cullen was like the dude of the dreams of everyone and vampires were being made some kind of heroes rather than the villains. ATlast the curiosity got the better half of me and I decided to read it…and well, it totally changed my views on vampires. Stephanie Meyer has so artistically and idealistically portrayed the blood drinking creatures as romantic and perfect gentlemen. After that I became totally vamp-crazed. Earlier my favorite series has been Prison Break and Wentworth Miller was my favorite actor. With the new vampire obsession, Vampire Diaries became my favorite and the Salvatore brothers became my heroes xD


Apart from vampires and music, my biggest obsession has been politics and history. Well, that excludes Maldivian Politics as I don’t understand it much. But I’ve read a bit about Adolf Hitler and the US history and it completely fascinated me. Looking at it from a purely economic point of view, I found some of Hitler’s post-war policies as pretty effective. Yes, he did not have any kind of humanity at all! But then again, it was those actions and decisions of him which re-built Germany after the war. Anyhow, I have my own opinions on all those things and one day I hope to study further into World History and learn more about it.


And yes, there is one more thing I entirely and completely adore. My greatest passion - Photography. I always believe that it’s important to capture each and every memory in order to live them to the fullest. Hence, wherever I go I carry my camera and whenever something worth a shot comes up I capture the moments.


Well, now that’s all about me. I’ll leave it upon you to decide whether I am just a bit different or weird. As per my belief I might just seem like another girl in the crowd, but I’m not…and even with all the flaws and differences I’m something that no1 else cud ever be and I’m proud to be me :-)